An ode to people who had too short a span in my life and also to people who are on verge of platform-Goodbye .. 🙂
Today while staring blankly at pale whitish ceiling of my room I realised how it has been white since so long ! And its not that I did not have a chance of renewing it everytime house was whitewashed on festivals but somehow I had grown comfortable over this dull to the extent I couldn’t bear the idea of replacing it with any pink or blue or my favourite green for that matter !
You must be thinking why did I put this dull ceiling story as an intro to this article .. Well its because the same theory applies to people in our lives too !! Like in my case I might have a blue or a green wallpaper for a while but I’ll find my peace and my solace looking at my dull white ceiling only ! My dull ! My white !! 🙂
But does that mean the blue or the green wallpaper was just a breather I used from my dull ceiling ? Well !! In shouty capitals – NO ! Infact these blues and pinks and yellows and oranges are the people who gave us such beautiful memories in such micro span that might not be visible in my dull white ceiling no matter how hard I try to find answers in it !
Its only that we respected the selfless and the beautiful moments a little too much to stretch the relationship in a complicated manner ! Afterall not every star was born to lighten a life .. Not every spring was supposed to bring green memories .. Not every rotation of earth was supposed to bring the day .. Few events are conspired by the universe to happen once in a million years and that too for a very short time ! So obviously they are more Special ! More beautiful !! Mr. Green said “The marks humans leave are too often scars” 🙂 Well ! He forgot to mention the beauty of these scars . Okay ! Fine ! They hurt us and so they are not anymore in our lives but did we ever think if it wasn’t for them would we be the same souls we are today ? Had we learnt to embrace our “Self” and kiss our souls if it wasnt for them ?? NO !
Its them who taught us Life is not all hunkey dorey . Its them who taught us .. “Some infinities are shorter than other infinities ” and that we should be thankful to the little infinity we get ! 🙂
So I feel immensely proud of both-the people who have boarded the “Goodbye Flight” and the people who are on “Departure terminal”.. for you are the people who have casted me into the person I have become now ! THANK YOU !! and the pain you gave to me .. 🙂 I have made pills out of them and they are working miraculously !! I don’t want to be treated anymore !!! I want daily nightmares of your existence still floating under my soul so that every morning when harsh sun wakes me up .. I exactly know .. IT IS YOUR LOSS ! NOT MINE !! but yes I should be Sorry .. because It was me who trusted you .. MY MISTAKE ! NOT YOURS !! 🙂
~ P.S.
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